Il faut que tu respires, et ça c'est rien de le dire
Tu vas pas mourir de rire, et c'est pas rien de le dire.*
his name is (was) jung yunho and there are lots of things you want to do for this boy. he has a polite smile, strained and forced-it makes you wonder why he tries so much. but ambition is his driving force, what keeps him going towards the finish line. yunho is strong, strong, strong-
so very fragile on the inside, you wonder how he hasnt broken already into a thousand (million) pieces, upon contact with the floor. he falls down, smiles that sweet, polite smile of his and rewinds the tape-practicing his steps with renewed determination.
when did jung yunho take a deep breath of adulthood and let it out only to become u-know-yunho for the hysterical, shrieking masses?
jaejoong falls down and cannot perform in their music video. junsu falls and performs in a wheelchair. yoochun cries tears of homesickness and changmin deals with his insecurities. yunho stands beside them all, smiling politely and taking short, quick breaths-living his life like a race to be finished.
yunho swallows near death and comes back to life-unblemished externally and still smiling politely. sometimes you dont know what to do because there is an urge to give him a tight hug but he's already pushing you away, telling you in that calm, soothing voice of his-
there is still a hint of child in his eyes and you wrap arms around him, hoping that he never was. he is, he is, he is.
he has to be. you'll keep him safe.
You need to breath, you shouldn't have to be told that
You won't die by laughing, you shouldn't have to be told that.*